None of the above. Indoctrination, as you know, is only a form of suggestion, it can't force you to do something against your will, it just makes you believe what you are doing is for your version of the greater good. It can also give you 'ghostly hallucinations'. This is all in the codex entry.
No...it is clearly not. The codex tells you what it is, what it does, and the affect it has. You are headcanoning what you want to make the ending more enjoyable.
From the codex (the literal codex):
Reaper "Indoctrination" is an insidious means of corrupting organic minds, "reprogramming" the brain through physical and psychological conditioning using electromagnetic fields, infrasonic and ultrasonic noise, and other subliminal methods. The Reaper's resulting control over the limbic system leaves the victim highly susceptible to its suggestions.
http://masseffect.wi...#Indoctrination
Where...in ANY of that do you see that the reaper is suggesting anything to you? Suggestion comes only after control over the limbic system is established. By then it is too late!
None of the salarians at sarens base believed in what they were doing was for the greater good, they just did it because they were forced to.
Also a ghostly hallucination? How is this equal to the TIM/Anderson scene? The Catalsyst scene? The hallucinations were described in the codex and detailed in the ME2 Derilict Reaper mission. One of the poor cerberus team memebers would see a flash of something that appeared and disappeared. This is what a hallucination is. What you are describing (eg the entire ending sequence being a total fabrication and not real) is NOT a hallucination. Here is the definition of what a hallucination is:
define:hallucination
"an experience involving the apparent perception of something not present."
and here is the definition of a dream:
https://www.google.c...ox-a&channel=sb
define:dream
"a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep."
https://www.google.c...ox-a&channel=sb
now. From what you are describing seems more like a dream...as there are many thoughts, images, and even sensations (as it is the entire ending sequence). So, where in the codex definition of indoctrination do you see the word dream?
This is my view of the ending: Harbinger fires the beam as a hallucination and starts playing with your mind, so you see those dream-trees and think you've been injured. You continue to the beam. The beam doesn't take you up to the Citadel, it's actually like entering the Geth matrix, everything is a computer construct for the Crucible control system. While you're inside this matrix gaining access to the control system, Harbinger tries to indoctrinate you further, using TIM as his 'voice of reason', while Anderson is your own concious fighting against the attempt. You fight against this again and move closer to the control panel, but as you're about to make your choice Harbinger assaults your mind again. This time he appears as the kid from your dreams, suggesting better choices than a simple destroy option. If your EMS is low then your mind is still strong and focused, thus he can't make the suggestion of alternate choices, but if you've been through so much, seen synthetics work together with organics, saved various parts of the galaxy, then your mind is scrambled, you have more to consider, so the options open up because in your mind you don't want all that hard work to go to waste. So you make your choice and the Crucible fires. If you've picked anything but Destroy, Harbingers indoctrination has influenced your decision and the Reapers get to live on and you become an indoctrinated husk. If you pick Destroy, then you break the indoctrination attempt and either a. you still die because your mind has been savaged, or b. you fight off the indoctrination and wake up back on Earth.
That is ALL speculation and headcanon. Indoctrination has never worked like this. i have demonstrated this above. If you want this to be your ending to make you enjoy the game - go for it. However, as I have said, as I have proven, Bioware has confirmed Shepard is ON THE CITADEL in the breath scene. So you are going to have to redo your theory a bit. And the trees and bodies are there before you get zapped by harbinger - sorry man.
You can argue some of those points, I'm sure, about developers saying this and that.
The developers, producer, and community managers said what they said. That is what the established canon is until they retcon it with another statement or another game. You are just going to have to deal with it.
But really, they've never made any attempt to explain this ending and keeping you away from the truth of the ending is just pushing the point that you're not supposed to know it's indoctrination. If they came out and said, "Oh, the ending is this.", then the illusion would be gone and we wouldn't still be discussing this years after the games release.
They did make an attempt to explain the ending...it was the EC and Leviathan. One was free the other costs $10. And, as I have proven in almost every one of my posts that I have on this subject - Indoctrination does NOT do what you are saying! This is reinforced by the codex that I have cited, the lore, the narrative, and the dialog.
Maybe I'm kidding myself, but as you said they initially wanted an indoctrination ending, so was the decision not to a choice at the end, or was it before programming began? Because as far as I can see, the rest of the game really leads up to this indoctrination idea, the ending is just more confused than it needed to be.
They did initially want an indoctrination ending, then they said they dropped it. Indoctrination was not even in the leaked script!
And these indoctrination videos you watch (assuming they are the most butthurt person in the world that is CleverNoob) was trying to use IT to fill in the plotholes to the ME3 ending. He does NOT believe in IT, he just wants a new ending.
The ending was written by Mac Walters and Casey Hudson without Peer Review! Of course it was going to be confusing, condtradicting lore, and making little sense given the content of the trilogy. But they were on a limited time frame, the original ending was leaked, and had to make due. And also, why would bio ever choose to say "oh it is this vs that"? Bio sold tons of DLC because all of the ITers "loved" the ending and ate it all up believing that there was more to come. If Bio said it is IT or it isn't IT, they are potentially losing customers and sales.
Your imagination is great, as I have said before, but IT is NOT what bio had intended. This is shown in the codex, the lore, the narrative, and the dialog. Here is an example:
Using the codex and the conversation with the Rachni queen we know what the symptoms of indoctrination are:
- hallucinations
- oily shadows
- headaches
These are ALL present in the TIM confrontation. THAT is your IT moment man! Even the music tells you it is indoctrination. But, in the end, shep/the player breaks TIMs hold and convinces TIM to shoot himself, kills TIM, or gets killed by TIM. Where in the scene with the Catalyst do you see the all of the following symptoms:
- hallucinations
- oily shadows
- headaches
The TIM sequence had all of the known symptoms of indoctrination.
And while I don't think you are kidding yourself too much, I think you are placing all this emphasis on indoctrination because you see it as a great way out for your beloved trilogy. However, as I have shown and proven - with citations - indoctrination simply does NOT work in the way you are describing it is working. And your opinion of what is going on directly contradicts what the producer has told us about the fate of shepard and it directly contradicts the codex and established lore of how indoctrination works.
Sorry to crush the sandcastle man but, it had to be done. If you can, rework your theory with the evidence from Gambol and the information from the codex. To date, the IT con theory seems the most plausable. Where the Catalyst is trying to trick shepard into choosing Control/Synth over Destroy (though that theory only works for High EMS and not low EMS).