And so, they lived happily ever after. Or at least, tolerably ever after, as far as these things go, for in the real world instead of fairy-tale romances, people do not go from happiness to happiness, but rather have lives to live, and happiness is more of a decision than anything else.
The Divine actually married them. Neither Varric nor Cassandra were, as a rule, given to public spectacle, but in this case they made an exception for their old friend Leliana. It was a masterstroke of public relations, for who would dare object (at least out loud) to the marriage of two of the pre-eminent heroes of their age? And if everyone took the point that one of them was a dwarf, and dwarves and other races were to be brought into the Chantry under Divine Victoria’s reign, so much the better.
Though perhaps there was just a little of Cassandra’s romantic soul that thrilled at the prospect of a big wedding in Val Royeaux. Not that she’d admit it, of course. Publicly she called it “so much foolishness” but if in private Varric caught her a time or two with her eyes sparkling, he was wise enough not to mention it, and smiled to himself at her enjoyment.
The wedding itself was a well-attended and wonderful affair, a place to see and be seen. Everyone from the Empress Celene to the Inquisitor to the Grand Enchanter were in attendance; some out of inclination, and some strong-armed by the Divine into providing public support for her reforms.
And if the bride was perhaps a tad more…blooming…than was typical at such events, everyone kept their mouths shut, except for the most vicious and intemperate gossips, who were promptly ignored.
And then, having considered the various other options, and in accordance with Varric’s strong opinions on the matter, and Cassandra’s indecision, they moved to Kirkwall. But the marriage of two such strong-willed people unused to living with others was invariably going to be rocky, regardless of their love for each other, which they had in abundance.
Matters finally came to a head when a heavily pregnant Cassandra, over some slight that seemed serious enough at the time, but could hardly be remembered later, had an episode that would be remembered with a laugh (some years after) as “The Night I Broke Everything in the House.” But at the time, of course, it was no laughing matter.
After Varric had stormed out, when a plate narrowly missed his head, she had collapsed, sobbing, to the floor and wondered how she had ended up in such a mess, married to the dwarf, and so pregnant she no longer recognized her body, and Maker, she had made such a mistake…and then the child kicked, and she had rubbed her stomach, and cried harder.
Unusual behavior for such a one as Cassandra, but her life had taken some unexpected turns recently, and who could blame her for giving vent to her trepidations just once or twice through tears? Especially since, as her body had changed, she could no longer get rid of her angers and fears through physical activity, as she had been wont to do.
And the aggrieved Varric? Well, he was halfway up the stairs at The Blooming Rose before he realized what a colossal mistake he was making. Not an episode that reflected well on him, perhaps, being that his first instinct was to run away and f!ck everything up.
But what was important in this case was that he didn’t f!ck things up. He paid Madame Lusine five sovereigns for her inconvenience, and instead went to The Hanged Man for a drink, getting rather less inebriated than he thought he would, and coming home early to his wife.
And when they made love that night, slowly and gently, with their child between them, Varric had to swallow around the lump in his throat when he realized he had almost screwed this up, and he made a promise to himself not to run away again; a promise that, in the ensuing years, he kept.
And Cassandra, around the lump in her throat, knew that she loved Varric, and loved their child, and she hadn’t made a mistake. And as the years went on, she became easier to live with, as motherhood, as it will, rubbed some of the hard edges away, and if she was still quick-tempered from time to time, she was also more patient and forgiving.
And the child itself? Well, Varric had known it was going to be a beautiful girl who looked like her mother. So it was with some surprise on that fateful day that he found himself looking into the wide blue eyes of his son.
“He’s beautiful,” Cassandra had said, holding their child, her face white and exhausted, and lined with the memory of pain. But she had forgotten all that, or perhaps it no longer mattered, when she saw their son, and she smiled a full, wide smile, full of wonder and joy, as she reached up to draw Varric closer. “Isn’t he?”
At which question he could only nod and kiss his wife, as the tears rolled down his cheeks. Not that he was sad, of course. Sometimes, the heart was just too full to express itself any other way.
They had named him Anthony, after her brother. She had asked if he wanted to name him after Hawke, but Varric had shook his head and refused. Some things were still too raw.
And Varric wrote his novels (but never about the Inquisition, because then he would have to mention—her, and how she had died, so that story remained untold.) And he sat on his seat in the dwarven merchant guild meetings—when he couldn’t get out of it—and he grew prosperous and rich.
And Cassandra settled down in Kirkwall, and made her life there. She no longer saved the world, or foiled assassination attempts on the Divine, or stood as her Right Hand. But after a peripatetic existence, in a way it was a relief to come home to the same house every day, and always be surrounded by the people she loved. That didn’t mean she didn’t keep busy, of course. She was the representative of the rebuilt Seekers in Kirkwall, and with the Veil stretched so thin there, she had her hands full ensuring peace was kept and neither mages, nor demons, ventured where they were not supposed to be.
She was also occasionally sent for, as one of the last remaining of the old Seekers, the kind who went through the trial, and could set the lyrium in a person’s blood aflame, to deal with particularly dangerous and recalcitrant mages. And on those times, she would put on her armor, as she had always done before, but this time it was with a heaviness in her heart, as she kissed her husband, and his little red-headed shadow, their son, goodbye.
This continued until one day when she almost didn’t come home, and Varric had gasped in helping her take her armor off, when he had seen her left arm, charred, with burns almost from shoulder to wrist from where a fireball had narrowly missed her chest.
Varric had put his foot down then, and she had been tempted to argue, tell him she was still needed, but she had looked at her smiling little boy, hesitated, and meekly agreed when Varric told her it was someone else’s turn to take such risks.
And when Anthony was no longer such a little boy, and could run over to his Aunt Aveline’s house to play with her son, Cassandra and Varric had gotten the second surprise of their lives.
And when they had announced it to what remained of Varric’s—and now Cassandra’s—old friends, blushing a bit, because who would have imagined at their age?, Isabella had broken the ice by loudly asking Varric if he needed her to sit down and explain where babies came from, because with two such accidents, it certainly seemed like he didn’t know.
And they had all smiled, and laughed, because life was full and the Maker was kind.
And this time, this time, Varric knew it was going to be a little girl like her mother, and this time, they would name her Vivian, after his best friend, because the hurt had become palatable now, a sore spot, but not an open, gaping wound.
But though this child looked more like Cassandra, it was another son, and he quickly amended Vivian to Hawke, and it felt right in a way it wouldn’t have years ago. And Varric, thinking his heart was full to overflowing before, found plenty more room when he welcomed this new member to their family, even as a small part of it still ached for the best friend who would never see her namesake.
Their sons grew up to be good boys and later, good men—though that is a story for a different time—even though they occasionally drove their mother to distraction. More than once, she would turn her eyes skyward (seriously or jokingly, the men in her life were never entirely sure) and ask, “Maker, what did I do to deserve three silver-tongued rogues in my life?” And one of them, usually Varric, but as they got older, sometimes one of her sons, would say, “I don’t know, but you’re very lucky!” until they would chorus it together and Cassandra would roll her eyes, and make a disgusted noise, and sometimes go to stay with Aveline for a few days.
And as the years ran, as they do, with their own triumphs and disappointments, happinesses and heartaches, at least Varric and Cassandra had each other, even on those occasions where they had quarreled or disagreed or simply didn’t like each other very much (and of the latter, there were more than a few).
They weren’t blissfully happy, their lives weren’t untroubled, but they had each other, they had their family, and they had their friends, and that was more than most, and it was enough.
THE END.