Where to start, I just finished my second play through with all 3 Mass Effects as I type now because I felt something after completing all of them this time tonight.
The first day I purchased all three Mass Effects; I had my doubts being around a month and a half ago buying them mid November. (I know, shoot me now. I wished I played these games a lot sooner, I don't know why I didn't).
As I started up ME 1 I thought I'd give it a chance not knowing what an epic adventure I had coming my way.
I created my character to what resembled me with the best of my ability and was thrown on the Normandy clicking my first option towards Joker.
Long story short I completed ME1 in just under a week wanting so much more, so I headed on to ME2.
This took me a little bit longer to finish making sure I had everyone loyal towards me and listened to every bit of dialogue presented before me.
Again, after I finished that I headed over to ME 3 knowing that my journey will come to an end. I read reviews and listened how everyone judged the ending for what it was. It was time for me to decide.
Talking to the Catalyst at the end of the game making sure I understood my three choices standing before me I went ahead and destroyed all the Reapers.
As the piano played, faces of friends and my LI (Liara) flashed by me, it then hit me, this was pretty damn sad.
In the end; being indoctrinated in game or not I felt depressed the following week walking around the house doing what I had to do. I didn't know this game could have such an effect on me.
I had so much spare time on my hands (I finished Year 12 at school, this is why I finished the games quickly) just lying there at night pondering about my personal Shepard lying there in the rubble and taking that last breath before the screen cut to black.
I couldn't stand it anymore, I started again at ME 1 but played as my Shepard I already created. I thought that a second play through would make me fell better, just to get it out of my system.
I couldn't stand to make a brand new save file. I was literally attached to the this digital avatar of myself (hope that doesn't sound weird).
I once again played ME 1, 2, 3 again, however I bought all DLCs for ME 2 and 3 to expand my experience further and I regret nothing, money well spent!
I pretty much played through the Paragon path again, I couldn't stand being a Renegade. It was pretty much Deja Vu.
As I replayed ME 3 again I threw in a few mods from the Nexus being ThaneMod, MEHEM, Citadel Epilogue mod and Anderson Extended final conversation.
Today, finishing the trilogy again as I sat next to Anderson, talking about having a family I actually shed a few tears as he died I shamelessly admit. The game finished with MEHEM with my Shepard being alive placing Anderson name plaque on the wall and hugging Tali as my LI. I became red by holding my grief in. The party in Anderson's apartment came and went as I tried to let it last as long as I could. Then came the ending, my ending where we all boarded the Normandy letting me view it one last time.
And here I am now typing and awake at 3:30am still trying to get over it, I feel even worse than finishing the game the first time. If this sounds really silly or dumb then I have no shame, this game really touched me. Even if I entered a third play through with all three games tomorrow then I'm just going to repeat myself again.
Anyway, if you got this far then thanks for reading.
I'd like to hear from you guys and to know what you guys felt at the end of the game.





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