... Please don't make rumors about me... I haven't done anything wrong... I'm trying my best to be a good player... I really am...
... I don't like myself... it's safe to say I hate myself... I hate being me and I wish I was someone else... but I'm not... no matter how much I wish I'm still me...
I beg you... please stop it... it hurts... I just want to play Mass Effrct... that's all I want... but I can't even do that without people making rumors and hurting me... I just want to do something that makes me happy... if you want me to stop I will but please don't make rumors that I'm someone else... please... I just want to fit in... I spend most of my time watching videos on the internet about how to be a better player... I'm trying to not be a nuisance to anyone... I'm trying so hard... I'm sorry...
You think we play 4 year old game, threw in thousands of ours because we like ourselves? We don't be ourselves as well, so we chose to be Turians with the cool Tech Armor. Those less enlightened chose to be something else, but that is okay, because we love each other no mater what even if somebody chooses to be Turian Ghost Infiltrator.
If playing mass effect makes you happy, to hell with it. Play it, don't pay attention what people say. Play it even if you suck, because most of us sucked at some point (I sucked big time when I started, I still scrub it but now I have maxed manifest to cover my a55), but we kept playing and eventually we became good. Knock yourself out. Charge banshees, melee Phantoms... kill stuff, but you will be occasionally killed in the process. Eventually, you will learn your way in game and PUGs are gonna look up to you and look for a curry. Until then, stay patient and don't pay attention to the comments. If somebody bugs you in lobby, just leave the lobby and find new one. We don't really use mics, so there shouldn't be problems with rude people.
And, final note, if somebody blows abomination in your face - it is just a professional way of saying 'hello', and there is nothing mean about it. You should do it as well, it is really good stress relief.
There you go, don't pay attention what people say here or in real life, think about it tho, extract a lesson and move on. By listening to much you are enslaving yourself to others onions.