So is it worse being a honest professionist and make one mistake than leading a life of crime?
His men killed the children, not him. He ran, ok, he did nothing for them, ok. He did wrong I can't deny it. He was given a second chance by being recruited in the wardens and his mentor died a few hours before the Joining, he decided to become Blackwall because he needed to change skin not to feel the weight of guilt and be a new man. If he just wanted to hide he could have chosen something much less demanding don't you think?
Warden Constable Blackwall was the very embodiment of selflessness and courage, a man Rainier didn't believe could exist in the real world. The idea that amidst all the wrecks he must have met in his travels he had chosen to recruit him and become his mentor was helping him regain the self-respect he had lost along the way. He felt reborn.I believe that during the travel to Weisshaupt the real Blackwall and Rainier had the chance to become friends and to know each other. I'm sure Warden Constable Blackwall told Thom Rainier that joining the Grey Wardens meant erase a man's past, whatever it was, that it was the start of a new life, a chance to atone and become someone to be proud of, and not just a quick way to escape justice. That was exactly what Rainier wanted to hear and needed to believe. He also wanted to give back Blackwall to a world in desperate need of heroes, and he acted like one since the day he brought his name.
The way Rainier/Blackwall tells the Inquisitor this words "Being a Grey Warden is not just about sensing darkspawn, it is an ideal, it's a promise..." makes me think that these are the real Blackwall's words echoing in his mind. But I'm sure you know better than the real Blackwall, being a warden is all about sensing darkspawn and having a charming pallor due to the Taint.
He decided to become Blackwall - just ask yourself what kind of person impersonates another? That is not the actions of a normal person. A normal person would have turned himself in. Blackwall wanted to something other than himself and took the cowardly route instead of standing up like a man and taking the consequence. Or doing the real work and changing with his own name and identity.
He was not a member of the Grey Wardens, yes he was recruited to become one but he did not actually become one.
He spouts a lot about being a Grey Warden I will give you that.
Its totally irrelevant what the real Blackwell thought of him. The real Blackwell died and this guy took his name to hide and lied.





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