Ok, I just have to get this out of my system. And also tell Bioware how their games can affect some people when they get lucky and hit the spot.
I guess it is a bunch of roses just as an outburst of bewilderness and confusion. To some it might seem childish. Maybe it is. Or maybe it isn't?
Let me first tell you that I am a grown man. I had my 50th birthday last summer.
Tonight I decided to end the game. That means go further than I ever did in nine playthroughs. I never finished the story because I was waiting for a fix for the cutscenen crashes.
But never mind that now.
As I said I went on and gathered the team for The Arbor Wilds. The Temple Of Mythal was on the menu. I was exited.
I've read some spoilers and more or less knew what was going to happen.
The choice to either let Morrigan drink of the well or do it my self suddenly made my head spin. I was lucky the game crashed just in that particular moment.
This is a post I made in another thread just after the game crashed. It explains how I felt in this particular point of the game:
"Help - I have a problem!
I need help.
I am put to the test as nowhere else in the game. I gave in and took the team to The Temple Of Mythal for the first time to finish the map and get on with the story.
Yes, yes, I know. I crashed a couple of times, but I think I got the idea. Even without the dialogues.
Actually I'm quite happy I crashed exactly at the point where I had to decide if Morrigan or I should drink of the well.
I just discovered how much Morrigan means to me. It's utterly ridiculous, right? It's something I didn't see coming. It hit me like a hammer.
I can't leave Morrigan to be bound by Flemeth! Not in a million years! Not after her struggle to get out of her claws. I helped her fight Flemeth, the wicked witch! And I had a child with her.
Then this woman turns up after the Winter Palace and wants to help. Ok, fine by me! ("I'm not talking to you before we get home!")
I didn't think that much about it. Not until we were standing there at the edge of the well - and I had to decide weather I should deny her what she wanted the most, or if I should protect her from evil.
Suddenly the old feelings from DOA came brushing in like a tsunami. You know the drill, right?
CURSE YOU, BIOWARE!
You really know how to play with people's feelings!
It just ain't fair to bring an old love interest into the game like this! Morrigan is so vulnerable. And she doesn't even know it!
Aw, maaan....! I'm completely out of control with this one. Damn!
So, my question to you all is: What do I do. And why?
My insticts tells me to protect Morrigan - again.
But what did you decide?
Please help! Time stands still until I am able to make my decision.


*
- I learned something important by this: Fictive characters can often be more real than real people.
Especially if they are made well.
And game developers like Bioware are close to a point where reality and fiction can get mixed up. You can really get deep into a game without noticing it.
I was completely an utterly in love with Morrigan again in this moment. So deeply. Maybe even more than in Dragon Age Origins.





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