Hi. My name is Shadow. And my problem is PBGD (or "Post Bioware Game Deppression). I started playing Inquisition on day one, five months ago and have recently finished my seventh playthrough (third with my main). And now that it's "over" (at least until the next DLC comes out), I'm feeling this really weird funk. Almost a depressive state of mind that has made it hard to pick up any other game.
And I know exactly why this is. It's because Bioware crafts the kind of story and characters that you care about so much that it almost physically hurts when you think its over. Its the exact same feeling I got when I finished the seventh Harry Potter book for the first time, or the third Lord of the Rings film. I got so invested that it was almost like I had just lost someone dear to me.
It happened at the end of the Citadel DLC, it happened at the end of Kotor 2, and it's happened again. I've already tried getting into the Baldur's Gate series while we all wait for the next content drop, but at the time I just couldn't. I was still too stuck in the DA mythos and its people. So I went back for my seventh run on Nightmare.
This is not to say I won't recover, eventually at least. And I know (now) that neither the DA nor ME franchises are over. It's just that sense of finality that is getting to me. These games make me cry, and laugh, and spit (at the characters I want to yell at... VIV and SERA), and I don't want them to end.
Therefore, I have a plan to play through my canon ME games in a row and do the same for DA once that's done. I hope that'll help me pull myself back up and keep me occupied while ME4 is being worked on. And maybe the rest of my Bioware library as well (I still haven't finished the storyline of my main in SWTOR).
Now I want to hear from you all. Is this a phenomenon that you have experienced? Are you going through it now? What have you done/or what are you doing to offset this effect? Lets give each other some lift!
Shadow Quickpaw; Joseph Shepard, Revan, Exile, Spirit Monk, Warden Cousland, Chuckles Hawke, and Inquisitor Lavellan. Soon to be Bhaalspawn, the Hero of Neverwinter, and Barsen'Thor.





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