Into the Suffering City
19th Cloudreach 9:44 Dragon
I am seasick and irritable when we drop anchor in the City of Chains. If Morrigan had been to the lost Temple of Dirthamen, it kept her secrets. This was not the first time I regretted not drinking from the Well myself. Compared to what I have lost, the price of being bound to Mythal now seems a pittance.
For all the aid we sent to Kirkwall, the place looks worse than I expected. Garbage and debris float along the harbour and canalways. The smell seems to get worse the further I walk into the city. I see the odd new construction as I make my way to Lowtown, but otherwise, Kirkwall is one endless parade of burned out foundations and boarded up buildings. One exception is The Hanged Man, or rather, The New Hanged Man, as the freshly painted sign proclaims. I enter the tavern where Varric is holding court. Above, swathes of vibrant jewel-toned silk have been draped across the ceiling while gleaming panels of dark wood adorn the walls below. The sconces, covered with painted paper shades, bathe everything in an enticing glow. His face breaks into a broad smile. I catch the words “an old friend” as his audience disperses. He strides up to me.
“Look who showed up! Grab a seat,” he says, gesturing widely. I pick the usual back corner table. He flags down a server. “A flagon of wine for my friend, here.” He waits until the server leaves before asking, “So what can I do for you, Your Inquisitorialness?”
“You’re operating on old information, Varric. I’ve gotten out of Inquisiting. Or is it Inquiring?” He snorts.
“That may not be as easy as you think. It’s not like they give your job to just anyone.”
I smile. “Weren’t you the one who told me I should consider running at the first opportunity? Just following your advice.”
“Maferath’s balls! Someone actually listening? Never thought I’d see the day. I’m flattered and more than a little concerned. So,” he asks, leaning back in his chair to get comfortable, “how was the journey over? I heard you caught a ship out of Cumberland.”
“You know me and ships. I’ve been searching for Morrigan, but haven’t been able to turn up much.” I shake my head, smiling wryly. “For a woman carrying around a large elven mirror, she’s been surprisingly difficult to track. I’ve hired someone to help.”
“Not another Seeker, I hope.”
I laugh. “No, a mage. Another elf. But she doesn’t talk. Had her throat ripped out by a Red Templar. She’s why I’m here. I need you to set up a few things for her. She’ll need access to money, supplies, contacts.”
“The Inquisition could have set you up with all that, you know.”
“But then I would have been duty-bound to stay. “
“You’re probably right," he concedes. "Choirboy once told me, ‘When times are good, the city rules itself. Years could pass and no one would notice who’s prince. But when there’s famine, when there’s war, people look to their leaders.’ Best get this out of the way before the Inquisition needs you again.”
“Thanks Varric. I knew I could count on you. Her name’s Asha, Asha’mien’harel, and she arrives in a fortnight.”
***
3rd Bloomingtide 9:44 Dragon
I make my way through Kirkwall’s bowels to the Undercity, following the detailed instructions enclosed in Xenon’s invitation. As I enter his Black Emporium, I am greeted by the playful pawing of a miniaturized great bear.
“He answers to Chauncey!” I hear Xenon’s voice boom, echoing from the central gallery. I kneel to pet the tiny bear, only to receive a fierce nip for my efforts. Taken by surprise, I nearly ignite the thing by accident. I hastily stamp out the surrounding flames before proceeding down the hall.
I have heard Varric’s accounts of the wondrous curiosities secreted away in this place but take interest in only one item: the gold-clouded mirror leaning to the antiquarian’s right. There will be no gentle blue-green glow from lover’s hands passing over my face this time. I blink and my face appears before me, awaiting transformation.
I scar my neck heavily, all the way up to my chin. The attack I described to Varric would have been brutal. I give myself a broken nose. Raising the arch of my brow, I then narrow and lengthen my blue-grey eyes. I make them dark, so dark you can’t tell where iris ends and pupil begins. My hair, turned white with the Anchor, I colour reddish brown. I exchange my golden skin for the translucent white of the southern elves. My transformation is complete.
Xenon lets out a sharp bark of laughter. “You went with that?”
I try out my new smile, baring two rows of small, pointy white teeth. Only my pale lips retain the shape they had when I first kissed you, the one thing I cannot bear to change. It’s a foolish risk, but one I take nonetheless. A scarf will serve for my meeting with Varric.
I look through the rest of Xenon’s wares when my eye catches a glimpse of something in a glass case that makes my heart thud in my chest. These should not be here, available to the highest bidder at the whim of some 300-year-old crackpot. I try to keep my voice casual.
“How much for the pieces of Fen’Harel’s Mask?”
(To be continued...)