By now I've played with a decent few of you. Some of you have seen me at my worst (Loufi in a very laggy game vs Cerberus, QMR putting up with my alt account scrubbiness, etc) Yet, some of you have also seen me at my best (If brown Gargantuan was still around, that time I broke 200k points using only a Scorpion 1 in Gold was pretty amazing. At least I THINK it was with him.) I know I don't hold a candle to a lot of really good players (I stress out too much to solo plat, for example) but at the same time, the average pug makes me look almost Godlike by comparison.
It's been bugging me for awhile, but the truth is, the more you know, the more you realize you know very little. Maybe I'm focusing too much on my failings? I mean, I carry 9/10ths of my Gold games, so clearly that means a good chunk of people I play with are worse, right? And what bugs me isn't that they're not outperforming me, but that they're not meeting fairly low standards, like 70k points. But when you think about it, is 70k even particularly low? I've seen Gold games with under 300k points total, and if I get 130k, and the last 170k are divided up among 3 people....
Basically, I'm wondering if I'm better than I give myself credit for and holding pugs to too high a standard or not.





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