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[Vaseldwa]

Lavellan's Diary

(fanfic about her inner world and her love for Solas)

 

 

Late at night.......

 

Dear Diary

 

These past few days have been life changing. I went from being a normal Hunter to being apart of an organization, to stop an ancient evil. I managed to send a letter to my keeper, saying what happen and that I was alright. I didn't care for the snow here, and I fear I may actually try shoes!

 

But on to another topic, I saw an elf that wasn't a servant of the shems. He had a staff, so I at least know he is a mage. If only I were a mage, then maybe I would have something to talk with him about.  When I looked at him from afar, he seemed deep in thought. He looked so wise with that stern look upon his face. He didn't seem to notice the cold, as he looked into the distance. Even though his head reminded me of an egg, being bald suited him.  I stood there in the shadows, unsure of how to approach him. I had never been this nervous before. Tomorrow I am going to gather up my courage and talk to him! 

[Vaseldwa]

Late  Afternoon ....3 days later....

 

Dear  Diary

 

Ok it took me awhile, but I did it. I have never felt more stupid in my life and enjoyed it so much. I finally talked to him and it was more incredibly then I ever thought possible. I could listen to him talk forever. If I had known I would meet an elf like him I would have studied our history more, instead of just hunting.

 

Soon my short attention span took hold, I couldn't help but study the details of his face as he spoke. His eyes drew you in and his mouth as it moved seemed to hypnotize. Then I got to his chin and smiled, almost giggled due to the adorable  dent.  He  reminded me of a fox or a wolf, with the shape of his face and his ears. Of course he caught my smile and asked me why I smiled. I turned really red, due to the fact that I hadn't heard a word. I had stammered over my words as if I were a mouse pleading with a cat for its life. .....I quickly said era seranna ma and  ran away..... so embarrassed .....

 

I will try again soon......maybe... 

Modifié par CastelessScars, 02 septembre 2015 - 05:44 .

[Vaseldwa]

Midday...... 2 weeks later

 

Dear Diary

 

I have been going through some training today with my fellow new recruits. Most looked Irritated to be taught by an elf on how to shoot a bow. I wish both of our races would work toward the future instead of holding onto the past. I guess I am asking too much in that regard. Oh and I tried boots today and it's not as off putting as I always imagined. I feel I can relax more, not having to make sure not to step on certain things. Although animal droppings are still a problem.

 

 

I find I get smiles and looks from a few of the shems around here, but I find I care more about how Solas looks at me. I forgot I had met him before and that he had introduced himself. I remember now that I had given him a blank stare and walked away. I think varric made a comment along the lines of "smooth". I think he was teasing me.    

 

Well it's off to more training, I hope solas comes by the training area.....

[Vaseldwa]

Afternoon......3 days later

 

Dear Diary

 

BIG NEWS! I talked to Solas this morning for the first time in awhile...well awhile to me anyway. We talked in length about the fade and how spirits are people. We seemed to really hit it off, at least until we started talking about the dalish. He had some views that caught ne off guard. I am used to Non-Dalish being in awe, not that I care pfft. Thankfully we moved on quickly after that, which I was glad since the last thing I want is for him never to talk to me again. He has such a lovely smile and his laugh is heartwarming. I am glad we could share a laugh.

 

I hear Commander Cullen calling, evidently there are more recruits and it seems I am the one to call to help train them. 

[Vaseldwa]

Morning.......a week later

 

Dear Diary

 

This life is so different, then the life I have lived. With my clan, things were simple. I got up and I hunted and helped protect the clan from any dangers. Here I get to work with all races, learning of different points of view. Most shems are what my people say they are, but a few are different. I have met a shem here and there that don't see my race but treat me like an equal. It gives me hope, that there might be a tiny chance we could find a middle ground.

 

I have been studying the fade and other things about magic. I hope to talk to Solas again today, I wonder if he is standing that spot he is always at. I think it really weird that he never stands anywhere else. To each his own I guess.

 

 

*insert scribbles here*

 

I almost died! I was writing and solas came by and said hi. I left my window open and he saw me writing. I wonder if he read any of it! Did he see????? If only our gods weren't all locked away or I might actually call out to them!!!! That reminds me why do my people call out to them if there all locked up???? I mean it's not like they can hear us or do anything in their current state. If I ever encounter the dread wolf I will have to ask him why he locked them up.....