Great question, OP. What I think is interesting about DotQ is that the situation is -- to me -- inevitable. Everyone sees this but Bull. Bull is indoctrinated and spouts all the right rhetoric while meanwhile being this incredibly smart, charming, funny, loyal guy.
But what I love about the writing for Bull as a character (I think he's fantastic and subtle) is that there's a genuine element of coldness and unsettling analysis to Bull, and it's all the aspect of him that is purest Ben Hassrath, the pure Qun loyalist.
My first Lavellan romanced Bull (and I loved every second of that storyline) but even then, every once in awhile, he'd say something that made me do a double-take. Always very casual, these little utterances that showed that he might be the greatest guy ever, but he was a Nazi (I mean in terms of the DAI political landscape) and very willing to fall right in line with most of this utterly crushing, dehumanizing, cultlike belief system without even examining it. (For me the most chilling was when he so blithely dismissed his own reeducation, when he turned himself in to be tortured and reconditioned so that he could go on believing. I mean, the mind reels... it's horrific to me.)
And mind you -- I think Bull is ordinarily really brilliant and perceptive (he slyly implies, for instance, that he is aware at least to some degree of the masquerades of both
). But of course he sees everything about everyone else except himself. It's classic.
That's why I love Solas's clashes with Bull. Because as their banter/arguments evolve, we see Bull becoming more uneasy. Solas has made him ask questions of himself that he cannot answer easily. Bull begins to admit that he can't fully reconcile all his beliefs. He begins the uneasy process of knowing himself. Even as DotQ is presented, he already knows he's not the same Hissrad; he's in real trouble here. If they call him out, he knows it's not all black and white to him anymore.
For me, there is no answer but saving the Chargers -- mainly because (1) I think it's what Bull desperately wants, and (2) because I feel Bull has made that decision already, he just can't voice it. The moment he asks Quizzie to make the decision, to me, Bull has left the Qun. Even if the Dreadnought is saved, to me the choice is the point of no return. (Note: I realize that some of this stuff is necessary due to the game mechanics, etc., but to me they can be seamlessly integrated into roleplay and choices, so I prefer it that way. So, I do find real meaning that we as IQ are asked to decide for him.)
So if the IQ saves the Dreadnought, Bull has lost everything, even the Qun. He knows he is lying to himself and he's just watched his loved ones die anyway. After Cory, I would assume Bull goes home for reeducation and brainwashing and it is a relief to be emptied of any future choices. He's the walking dead.
I said it in Bull's thread recently, but I'll say it again -- the Chargers are who save Bull. They make him the best version of who he is. By saving the Chargers, the Inquisitor also saves Bull (I always thought figuratively until Trespasser, agghgh). And I really love that. And I love the way the other relationships evolve around Bull after it as well. The Inquisition rallies quietly for him. Solas is really warm and lovely to him in a new way ("You have the Inquisitor. And you have me."), as is Varric.
The fact is that Bull loves his freedom. He loves to drink, eat, to break beds. All violations of the Qun and the fact he enjoys it scares him! But in the end, he gladly would risk his becoming Tal Vashoth for his men. And by the time Trespasser roles around and he's Tal Vashoth; he's far more happy that he ever was being he left 'the liar' behind and became more honest with himself.
The Chargers are his family and killing them also kills The Iron Bull.
Perfectly said. The irony is that Bull discovers that he didn't have the strength of his own convictions (which we already knew but which he didn't). He just doesn't see it right away; he thinks he's damned because he's been so utterly conditioned to believe so.
If the Inquisitor tells him to save the dreadnaught, he says that he'll never lead a band of mercenaries again. He is broken. Contrast that with what happens if the Inquisitor tells him to save the Chargers. The realization that he's Tal-Vashoth sickens him... until the Inquisitor reminds him that he hasn't changed at all. He's still the same Bull he always was. Deep down, the part of Iron Bull that is Iron Bull can't really exist without the Chargers.
Yeah, I think what we see if he stays Qun-loyal is crushing grief and a quiet brokenness. He will never again get too close, period. By contrast, I don't think after saving the Chargers he's grieving so much as terrified. He's been taught that he will now go mad and savage -- his worst fears. The fear is worse for him at first because it's so alien. But I think he manages to assimilate it fairly easily; certainly more easily than the loss of his family/friends.
I just... I can't even. I've read the accounts of what Qun-loyal Bull does (even if romanced) in "Trespasser" and I couldn't even bear to watch it on YouTube. It's incredibly upsetting, but I also think it's brilliant; it's exactly the worst-case scenario everyone around Bull always feared, and the fact that he's so casual about it is even worse. There's just nobody in there anymore.
He absolutely wants you to save Krem. The Chargers he cares about, but Bull has lost men before, he understands that's part of war and accepts that. Krem on the other hand is his best friend, he loves Krem, he doesn't want to lose him. The other time his best friend died he went into a rage he attacked a Tal-Vashoth stronghold and killed everyone inside and nearly died because of it.
This is a great point. Right after the Chargers are saved, the look on Bull's face when Krem comes up and they practice the Shield Bash one more time! It kills me (the move Krem never seems to get right) and yes, it's a videogame, but the palpable love we see and hear in Bull when he sends Krem off (yelling of course when Krem reveals to the IQ they're opening up the special mead in celebration on Bull's orders) tells me that the right decision was made. Bull is sad and scared... but so happy. (Besides, I love Krem almost as much as Bull -- there's something shining and pure about Krem. Even the idea of that tavern chair being empty makes me want to cry. I'm a wimp.)
He's been abroad for years. The Qun is a distant reality to him now. So what do they do?
They ask him to do what he was meant to do one day: help establish an alliance between the Inquisition and the Qunari.
They know the cost might be his new lifestyle as the Iron Bull, but they don't care. This is a demand of the Qun. If Bull fails, he's declared Tal-Vashoth. And to make sure he obeys, they send the elven Qunari to spy on him and report what was Bull's decision: to save the alliance and fulfill the demand or betray the one and only true mission he had ever since he was ordered to join the Inquisition and be branded a traitor.
While I would agree with other posters that I don't think the Qunari would necessarily gamble a whole dreadnought on testing Bull, I do think their choice of Bull to facilitate the deal is their way of exposing the steel in the velvet glove to him, reminding him who he is and what is expected. I really think they couldn't conceive that Bull would go Tal-Vashoth in earnest -- the Qunari are not the most imaginative folks that way. I think they really couldn't imagine that they had actually lost Bull... until it happened.
Or perhaps Bull wants you to save the Chargers so that its not him making the decision to abandon the Qun and he can pretend he didn't choose.
I think this could be argued, although to me Bull is too perceptive to do that. I think he'd be happier doing so but I don't see Bull as being able to. Instead, he's tormented at first because he knows that the moment he asked the IQ to do it, he was toast and he revealed that he wasn't just a liar to the world; he had been lying to himself most of all.
Alternatively one could argue that choosing the Dreadnaught is the more questionable of the two since the reason the mission falls apart in the first place is because the Ben-Hassrath are too arrogant and underestimate the Venatori. When asked Gatt admits a Venatori surprise attack from the shoreline would devastate the Dreadnaught which bares the question if the Ben-Hassrath know that a Venatori raid from the shore has at the least a plausible likelihood of destroying their Dreadnaught why haven't they taken precautions against it? Why doesn't their plan include a solution or countermasure against something like that? Especially when placing simple ambushes to protect locations of strategic importance is a pretty basic, and, I daresay pretty expected tactic for just about anybody.
Although The Chargers aren't technically Inquisition troops they're still under your employ, loyal to you and as such your forces.
Another great point. I feel similarly; for me, in RP mode (even with zero meta knowledge first playthrough) the choice wasn't much of one anyway even when viewed coldly for a number of reasons:
- The IQ doesn't trust the Qunari to maintain their end
- She already feared inviting them in for an 'alliance' was also inviting in a far greater future danger (something Bull implies as well)
- Even when weighed against a single dreadnought, the Chargers are more important to the Inquisition strategically as what they are already proven to be -- a pretty accomplished Special Forces unit (versus a nebulous alliance with an untrustworthy ally)
- They're her soldiers and demand her loyalty
- And emotionally -- for me -- It's people she loves. Bull. The Chargers. This isn't clean, like sending soldiers to die for good cause, like sending Hawke to die against a demon. It would be death for what she knows is a terrible cause, deep down.
Do for Bull what he did for his men and give him a place in the Inquisition where he doesn't have to be afraid of who he is or who he might become if he is allowed to think for himself.
I loved this -- beautifully put.
(Apologies for my incredibly long post. Great discussions that made me think a lot about one of my favorite characters in fiction.)