First and foremost, I REALLY love it when a game, A GAME, messes with me brain and heart this effectively! Cheers to the peeps at Bioware, ya dirty ($#&$(#*&$ -- hehe.
Ok, so yeah, DID NOT see the Blackwall thing coming at all. Im still wrapping up my first play through, BTW, but yeah. So I have an appointment with a therapist in Thedas now, to you know, process all the feelers. LMAO
Of all three games, the most intense connections with toons (which is a reason for therapy, in and of itself), was my romantic connection with Morrigan during the last game and my male bro bonding with Blackwell. So it REALLY caught me off guard. Plus, all this happened five Black Butte porters into a gaming session one night. The whole thing was so surreal.
When all was said and done, I brought him back to fight alongside me because ALL THAT EPIC GEAR he was wearing. LOL Ok, fine, I was a softy and felt the need to be loyal. I wish they had more dialogue options once he's back amongst the old gang. And also, specific reactions from Varric and Cass, his other running buddies. But nada.
Its kind of like a bad marriage, right, where NO ONE talks about the elephant in the room. Thats the only oversight, just my view, from a dev standpoint. But yeah, really dig on it when games mess with me like this.
The connection with Morrigan very much connected with the type of woman I attract to in real life. Well, minus the whole creepy swap/forrest, freaky mentor part. I loved her edge, her accent, her look, her dyed hair. So that toon, I get the connection. It bubbles over to my own complicated, contradictory life. I mean, I thought the movie Inside Out was epic, real, amazing but I also love The Secretary, which was massively controversial. Personally, I thought it was a great love story about brokenness and acceptance.
But my strong reaction to Blackwall. Yeah, didnt see that one coming.





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