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so i will share this side, my SIDE of the BSN drama that still continues by others which i have IGNORED, moved on repeatedly as well.
2010, that was the year i joined BSN and i was young kid, only 21 years old. i have been trolled so much on other forum that i moved to BSN. when others on BSN trolled me too, i began to fight back. i trolled them back, like a plague to other plague. i even have messed with them for little time. it was not that serious until 2012 i made my incursion into ME3MP board of BSN that i was trolled hardcore.. i felt like crap, shitty enough to pull very big move. like Commander Shepard, i hit them fast and hard. i trolled the trolls that's been trolling lots of decent players. unfortunately, in the middle of this, lot of players and trolls were banned from the forum. not my fault it happened. but it was a mistake i made as 24 years old. but i was also living with a secret for six years at that time: transgender girl. i was not who i am behind the false identity of boy. i had to live with this lie for years that it was my defense mechanism. late into 2013, i became comfortable with who i am because of Legend of Korra tv series, which i watched in 2012 until 2014. everything about it made me break out of my shell that was a lie shell of boy. i became Cassandra Saturn. which is my real life name and it's my legal name always.
so i lived double life, a lie and honest life. here are others that still don't believe i stopped trolling or cause a problem, so they continue to warn others about me for no reason. so i ask, why warn others when you could just let them decide and find out for themselves. not yours to decide what's right for them. but to let them decide.
also here's history of my accounts whom you call "alts" they are not alt accounts, they're actually my separate accounts for variety of purposes used.
Cassandra Saturn: (non Admin Account with Admin powers) only used to back up the Admin Account in case.
Angel Blade: secondary backup account in case pw for both main accounts was lost. but it's also a Cosplay Account for when i get to cosplay as Angel Blade.
RealKorra: Cosplay Account to cosplay as Korra.
Jessica Nigri: it was a challenge chosen by a fan of Jessica Nigri to see if i can imitate Jessica Nigri. accepted the challenge and later brought back Jessica Nigri for appreciation day. so it's technically a Cosplay Account.
past history for those that hate me and don't like me. but i will offer the uniformed to know about this:
my handles were known by the people that continue the drama still.
superblaze1: old original xbox live handle for ME3MP gaming. currently used to purchase stuff for my current xbl account.
John Hackett: only used to mess with trolls in the ME3 forum board as a way to deter the trolls from harassing genuine players
Sailor Saturn: Cosplay Account used to discuss things related to cosplay and anime.
i have kids that look up to me and see me as role model. not because what i do, but what i AM. a deaf transgender girl. that's big deal for me because i am one of very few, rares that exists. not lot of deaf transgender adults out here. but here are lot of deaf transgender youth out here. it's my job, my duty to help them. to help others in need.
as for the uBSN, it will remain open to visitors and members. even those who are looking for home. i will visit uBSN from time to time. but right now, my priority is my education, my work and GSN.. what else i have made it a priority as well. that's what i am doing.
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i hope you guys who continue that kind of drama bs with me, kindly drop the drama and move on. why are you so obsessed with me? just move on please.
thank you for reading ~ Cassandra
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