Again i can relate to him. Im very reserved and hard to get to know, i focus on things like work etc and dont give people much of a chance, avoiding the risk of being treated like crap. I make jokes out of situations to make myself feel better about, which is horrendous in some circumstances and usually earns me a filthy look but its a reflex.
As dengrade says too, no one knows about it, at least i wouldnt mention it, so its about getting on with it on your own. (i dont know if your referring to a condition you might have) but for me its just crippling shyness, and the depression thats usually paired with it. Which for me is my disability (until i get up the courage to have hypno or whatever). Its a daily struggle and you have to carry on through that.
And like Joker, having certain 'unwanted' personality traits that result from having a difficult life, defensive, the humour thing again, the sort of... stiff upper lip that means you wouldnt confide in anyone (how terribly British!) etc.....
edit: my thoughts are everywhere in that post lol, i keep crapping myself whenever i hear a noise in case boss catches me on comp
Modifié par NamiraWilhelm, 02 février 2011 - 07:25 .