7Makaveli wrote...
We're hitting the century mark tonight, definitely 
"I remember each being I have slain, they are always in my thoughts"
imagine how difficult it must be to meditate upon the many lives she has taken, and not for one second even question the cause for it.
Indeed. The path of a Justicar is a hard one: to subsume one's own feelings for the higher cause of enforcing the Code. Sad, but also noble. In a race that can meld minds, I rather think Justicars are chosen VERY carefully (something humans are unable to do). They must be strict without lacking compassion. They must be smart and avoid the logical pitfalls that would result in them violating the Code.
Listening to Samara telling Shepard how, as she reached her matron years, she expected to enjoy her fair share of parental bliss before the doctors' diagnostic of the Ardat-Yakshi disorder ruined her dreams of a normal, happy motherhood; I was wondering what prompted Samara to have her 3 children tested.
I rather imagine that her eldest (Morinth?) possibly killed her first lover by accident at an age where young asari make out in the back of aircars... Morinth was likely traumatized by the experience, possibly scarring her emotionally. She'd have been arrested and tested, and her younger sisters tested as a precaution.
The younger siblings, never having melded, never developped the addiction and accepted the unfairness of their fate. Morinth, her sanity possibly compromised, embraced her nature and escaped, likely killing several in the process.
Samara's decision to become a Justicar was partly driven by motherly guilt over having raised a serial murderer. Her hopes of a normal happy life as a mother and matron were crushed and she had nothing left of real value in the world. What use is an empty house that will never fill with the comforting chatter of one's progeny? She had nothing left worth living for aside from stopping her child from killing again... Becoming a Justicar dedicated to the Code gave her purpose, a reason to go on living. She chased after Morinth for over 400 years, no doubt dispensing justice and saving many innocent lives along the way. Sometimes her duty must have pained her, other times it likely brought her happiness.
@volly Yes, I am shameless... in my appreciation of art...