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Commander Marrek S wrote...
Thanks but my mom is sort of giving me an ultimatum...she's obsessed with getting me in htere. "Oh, it's just for you. I've had a feeling you were meant for it ince blabla blah."
ANd she hangs ot over my head thqat she could kick me out whenver, makes me study ****ing ALgebra and Caluculus (since the Air Force somehow requires it)...she expects me to do this with chronic depression, which she says has to do with my attitude. Thanks though.
You're an adult, man: it's time to take responsibility for your own life. So what if your mom kicks you out - you don't seem to be very happy there anyway. Just get a job, find an apartment, and make your own way in life. I know you probably have a certain deal of respect for what your mom wants, but this is your life, not hers. Sometimes you gotta stand up with for yourself and disagree with your parents when you know what they want you do is wrong. It's gonna be hard to make it on your own at first, but you're going to have to do it some time anyway.
It's impossible to get a job where I live, all the old cronies have taken up the free spaces. Unlike most kids my age, I don't have friends to turn to. My family moved around like gypsies so I was never able to make friends. And becuase I was poor, and had two brothers with pschizophrenia, my family was never liked. i had a job once, but I quit it because 1) It hurt my back, having to stand in one spot for over eight hours for 7.50 an hour and 2) My only co-worker framed me for theft when she lost a fifty dollar bill. Before that, I had applied for 5 different jobs and got no answers. I guess I could try again, but I'm an extreme introvert.