imported_beer wrote...
Unlike others, and even though I liked Kell and Hafter, I do not see Utha in quite as "black and white" terms as the OP.
I keep thinking that being a dwarf is completely different. It is not like being a human grey warden when you stand vigil for a long time and face them when they come. That way you have the chance at least for a bit to have a normal life, to have the joys that come with living that normal life. You do not watch the neverending death and destruction as she has.
Utha- has the worst of both worlds when it comes to life. Not only is she from a race that has never known respite from the blight, but also a race that has now come to be defined by it. Plus, she is a Grey Warden, struggling with that taint herself. I think the turning point for her comes when she sees the remains of her clan in the deep roads. Here I think she sees the futility of that never ending struggle in a more intimate way than the others can ever comprehend. And I think the seeds of "I shall end the blight no matter what it takes" becomes sown in her mind.
I agree with imported_beer. The dwarves have battled the darkspawn for eons. For them it has been one continual blight, not a series of blights like the surface people have seen. In the book "The Calling" , the group come across the remains of one of the dwarven thaigs in the Deep Roads. In the town square next to a fountain are the remains of the last stand the dwarfs took againest the Blight. Utha struggles to pull a flat rock to erect a last memorial to the fallen dwarves. The dwarves that were part of her family. And this thaig was where she grew up. Utha signs with her hands that all of her family was killed by the darkspawn.
Later on when Maric is in the Dream Fade he comes across Utha and her family. She wants to stay with her family but she knows they were all killed. And she tells Maric how she had made a vow to avenge her family. First, by becoming a Silent Sister and then by becoming a Grey Warden.
Utha's motives are good. The Architect offers to end the Blight forever. Utha also wants vengence, and a vow to a dwarf is a very sacred thing. It could be that Utha may not go along completely with the Architect's plans. If all the Old Gods are killed, she may consider that as vengence and end her commitment with the Architect. No Old Gods, no more Blights. Only Bioware and author David Gaider really know what we are in store for! And I will happily go along for the ride!