KnightofPhoenix wrote...
Weellll...Leliana went to the chantry not really because she regretted her life, but because she was betrayed by her love and fleeing the country. At least initially. Whatever regret came afterwards.
Leliana's character is very simple (at least the way I see her). She loves loving. And she is willing to do anything her love wants her to do. And she will end up loving what her love wants her to do. I think it's because she never knew her mother that she is desperate to love and being loved. She even described Marjolaine as almost being a mother figure.
The only time she stood up for anything for its own sake is the sacred ashes thing. Even if she loves the Warden, she will try to stop him ruining it. So in that issue, she is pretty sincere.
That's how I see it. Leliana is all sorts of messed up.
"I love Marjolaine. Marjolaine tells me to kill people. This makes her happy, so I'm happy killing people."
After you Marjolaine betrays her, she just replaces her with the Maker.
"I love Maker. The Maker tells me to be kind to people. This makes him happy, so I'm happy being nice to people."
When she leaves the Chantry, Marjolaine stikes and the Chantry isn't there to help her, so she turns to the PC. If the PC defeats Marjolaine, now it's:
"I love [PC Name]. Does the [PC Name] want me to stay the way I am? Okay, I love the Maker! I love being nice to people!
Does the [PC Name] want me to be what Marjolaine wanted? Okay,
grrr! I love killing."