Addai67 wrote...
KnightofPhoenix wrote...
A fascinating character Addai. Equally fascinating is how different players can make their characters, reacting to the same events.
Is it that different than what others have roleplayed? *interested*
I've always played my HN warrior, Kai, as not only a bit of a player - but quite unintentionally much like Morri - someone who deep down was damn frightened of trully opening up and relying too much on others - the loss of those he loved only serving to exasperate that trait. Charismatic, tough and confident on the outside, but far more vulnerable than he'd be willing to let on within.
Originally, when his romance with Morri started, he was in full support her initial notion that their daliance was little more than a fun fling, and even ended the romance when confronted by both women, to persue a liason with Leliana instead.
But thats where the truth of the matter finally hit home. It was only when in a relationship with Leliana that, not only did her constant gushing about maker & epic love seriously freak him out (especially since he didnt exactly return those feelings & nor was the white picket fence, big happy family type), but it also finally it dawned on him just how much Morrigan had unwittingly come to mean to him and how much he missed that which he'd pushed away.
In that sense, he & Morri were two peas in a pod, both in denial and running for the hills as soon as the prospect of love reared its daunting head.
Needless to say, when an opportunity arose to rekindle his romance with Morrigan, he didnt hesitate and promptly broke off his relationship with Leliana afterwards (remaining close friends with her never the less).
He went through with the DR of course - albeit reluctantly, unsure of the exact nature of Morrigan's suspicious motivations, and was devestated when Morri indeed left, opting to ultimately search for her in the end - like so may of our poor sods in this thread.
Driven by duty himself, he could understand that same driving force in Morrigan's actions, what he couldnt understand however, was why she refused to trust him with her motivations & why they had to part.
Having no designs on the throne himself, he was content to be made chancellor - still in a possition to oversee Ferelden's fate, whilst losing none of his much revered freedom.
When duty and his dedication to the Grey Wardens, as well as Ferelden & his closest friend, Allister his King, naturally calls, he's there in a flash, never shirking those responsibilities. Otherwise, restless at heart and forever a bit of a loner, wonderlust and the call of the unknown ever beckon, and he seldom settles in one place for overly long. Women come & go in his life, as always they did - nothing thats ever serious or long lived, merely a welcomed distraction for those long lonely nights he'd rather spend with fairer company, than those haunting memories of bittersweet days gone by.
But despite a seemingly full & exhilarating life, inside he is empty, almost numb - longing for the woman he lost, the only one he'd ever loved.
He has never given up hope that he will find her in the end.
I can only hope Bioware wont let him down in that belief.
So yeah, I guess despite some obvious simularities to all our Wardens, each has his own tale. Mine has gone on with his life to some extent, he certainly isnt coming to pieces over Morri's departure, but like all our Warden's, something will forever be missing in his life until he is reunited with Morrigan again.